Em-

I deeply despise to myself right now.
The recent minded:
Why I so desperately? tears
Why I am showing inferiority feeling easily because of you?
Am I bad looking? wtbl
and just realized what my friend told me last time is exactly correct.
Are you know you are always beside me?
I cann't accept those reasons that you gave me..
What I need but you dont..
and I Don't really want it every times before my seducement..
means what?
I have no the female charm so I have to add on? I am so Sorry.
just only One thing I get no Satisfy,
and this already made me -sigh & speechless enough.
I am appreciated the very First one month. Thank you.