The Sound in my heart

It is blue in my life after I being here
I'm feel Sorry to ur mammy

I'm feel Sorry to myself too,

I wont feel sorry to you

because at very start you didnt want it, you know.

What a Pity I let it gone! I full of regrettable!

Have you been a little bit missing it, havent you? 

answer is Not as you are a very open-minded?

Sorry.. I still miss it sometimes because it is belong to mine..

and, it was showing to my mind very hurtful that the respond u showed me after you knew it..

Perhaps you couldnt accept it suddenly..
and, U did MUCH MORE explaination after it's happened, why not before?

I felt sad because you seem like you was forced to accept it.
lt's really 刻苦铭心. you know?  Even now, I could imagine that the face you showed.

I hurt when I heard it is not my 1st one.

I shout as loud as I chould is:  IT IS THE ONE I WANT TO STAY IT DOWN WITH ME IN MY LIFE!

and, It is past, It is finally past, yes, as you said. All right.  -- end

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After this all happened, I taught our relationship is pretty stable.

until I saw you.. 

is it 她好看? Don't do this in front of me.. But then are you already did?

ps: your eyes is already betrayed you. I saw your sight(the expression in ur eyes).

And, you know what? you should Listen to your heart.

Once my heart is getting cold, what you had make the promises are just ...

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今早我首次的在梦中惊醒! 

就如中邪!
从闭着双眼的片刻 顿时的睁开  眼瞳撑大！看着天花板, 感受着自己加速的心跳声！

这是恐惧！ 可怕的!

再回想起来那究竟是一个怎么样的 梦 让我如此的反应~ 

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然而 就在此刻 让我明白

是我太过于执着的担心同样的遭遇发生 
是我太过于的在乎即紧张你了? 
此终 还是只有你很容易的 调动我对自己的自信心

附言:有些问题 由于已知道告知的后果 所以才不想诉说

勿怀疑我隐瞒些什么 
只是 我不想告知一些你认为无谓的问题 相反的 一旦你晓得后 你会用什么态度来面对我?